Most everyone who reads this knows what is going on in my life, if you don't drop me a call and I will happily fill you in.

We still had received no news, 25 days of limbo. At the moment I am growing more and more tired of the government having the power to jerk my family around like this. It really does hearken back to the days of Joseph McCarthy. In the past 25 days I have felt so many emotions, shock, complacency, understanding, acceptance, fear, isolation, (unfounded) shame, regret, dis-belief, and am now approaching rage. How could this happen to us? It seems so unreal. So unamerican. The people I have alluded to in previous blogs (Arthur Miller & Edward R Murrow) I now feel an even stronger bond to. The red scare was my favorite part of US history to study. Now I fee like I am living it. This stress takes a toll not only on mental health but turns to physical problems too, headaches, stomach aches, sleeplessness and sleepiness have joined in. I have heard guesstimates that this could go on for months. I can only hope that this is wrong. I am hoping for the day I can add closure to the list of feelings this experience has brought.

As I type this I want so desperately to link you to things and add in photos. Sadly each digital copy of every photo I have ever taken is out of my possession and I am using a friends computer and do not want to adjust her settings to allow those handy buttons to link things. And I am not that proficient with HTML as of yet. I wish there was a call to action to issue, sadly I can find none. Just please keep an eye out for a place for us to live once we are done with this mess. Our current plan is to pack up and head back to Green Country. Back to a place where people actually care about thier fellow man.