so much in my head so little sentences.

-desperately missing my VA friends
-being a only child makes me feel like the weight of my families happiness rests on my shoulders
-I have never taken on so much responsibility in my life let alone from so many places
-I rarely see my husband since we work opposite shifts, 10 min a day is not enough.
-I wish I had a sibling or 2 to talk to
-moving home is way harder than I thought, it feels more like coming home from deployment (I imagine)
-Were it not for the ladies in Roller Derby I think I would have lost my mind months ago
-it is like my friends from my past want nothing to do with me, I don't understand and it hurts.
-I am tired all the time
-I keep myself busy all the time so I dont think too much

I don't know why I am putting this on the web, maybe just to get it out of my head so I can sleep peacefully. That would be nice.