I have spent the better part of this weekend thinking on just what to say about this situation.

After the way you have behaved I am ashamed to have ever called you friend.

Not only have you behaved in a self serving manner you simply did not have the integrity to step up like a adult and atone for your behavior.

Few of my friends do I feel such a need to protect. You have picked one of them. Someone who is selfless, caring and honest. Someone who is like a kid brother to me. Granted this person can take care of things himself but my friends do not stand alone. You took his love and accepted a ring from him in May. How could you do this if all this time you had been involved with another 'man'? You are a disgrace.

For the past several weeks I have kept my feelings to myself in hopes that you could see the error of your ways and mend the fences you had broken. Each night a dream comes to me, a dream where I snap your body in half to allow you to feel pain that you have caused others. None the less I have stayed silent aside from a plea for you to pull your head out of your ass. Yesterday it became clear that would not be the case. You truly had sold your soul. No more will I harbor hope for you. No more will I stay silent.

I hope the world will know you for what you have become. A coward. Weak. A hussy.

Little girl, when I say you have awoke the momma bear this is no joke. I am feeling rage toward you the likes of which I have only known for one other person. I say this once and only once. Should our paths cross it would be best for each of us to walk the other way. But I will leave you with this piece of wisdom.

What goes around comes around, and karma kicks us all in the butt in the end of the day.
Angie Stone

How will Karma treat you for this?

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted

Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded, I was stranded

And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take

This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Down to the other side
Feels so good you could cry
Now won't you do what I told you
I remember when you used to be shy
Yeah, once we were so fine
You and I why you gotta make it so hard on me

And I'm sorry but it's not a mistake
And I'm running but you're getting away

I have discovered that when my Friends suffer a heart break of a similar variety to one I have, not only do I know how they feel - I share in their pain.

At this moment I have friends whose family members are in grave conditions. Friends worried where the next income will come from. Even a friend reevaluating a relationship as I once did.

It kills me how at times people can hurt one another so needlessly. How utterly selfish some people can be. People who you know are good people who keep making the same mistake time and again. Putting relationships in jeopardy. Sacrificing their identity for what?

I have such hope for my friends, it hurts so deeply when they are in pain. It hurts even more when it is caused by someone we care so much about.

If you are reading this and it seems to be about you, it likely is. No one person is beyond repair. But only you can do that.